Thursday, October 15, 2009

'BEST' Teacher

2 days ago during higher chinese class, my teacher gave out the HCL scripts,naturally the class was very noisy.So as usual the teacher got angry so the class quietened down. And remained quiet,VERY quiet.Somehow the teacher got pissed and walked out of class at 1.20pm when lesson was supposed to end at 1.50pm.The scripts, well had been entrusted to the class monitor to collect and to return to be returned to her.
So now heres the thing 3 people did not hand in the scripts.
Me and 2 others excluding the monitor went to look for these 3 but could not find them.Eventually I found 1 of them at the Pri.sch canteen. This was only the first day.
Before I go on to say what had happened TODAY,heres my thoughts.
-When a teacher is angry, WHAT does the class do? Keep quiet.
-When we were noisy the teacher was angry,when we were quiet so was the teacher angry.SO WTF should we do???
Sure she could say we were being unresponsive but when a teacher is angry whoever talks and says the wrong thing what is the ending?Besides some people's results were not exactly great and they might not be feeling really happy.AT that time will he talk?

TODAY:
YES,today.once again the lessons today are scheduled to end at 1.50pm but 1/2 the class left the class at 1.20. Here's why:

Today when we stepped into class she was already pissed.So once she put her things down she started to scold AGAIN.The 3 who did not hand in the scripts were of course F-up pretty badly by her.She threatened to call the discipline master in to 'COLLECT' the scripts as SHE WAS NOT ABLE TO COLLECT THEM. She went on to say that the scripts were not to be taken home TODAY.
Then she asked again:'(in chinese) who wants to go through the paper? Oh you all are so smart you dont need to check the papers RIGHT?' Only Sam answered her.So she called Sam up to check his paper individually.
A guy i had known since 4 years old(yes,I have known him for 11 years) was so freaking pissed(Have Never ever saw him like this before) cuz he said yes too but either she ignored him or didnt hear him.But he was less than a metre away,so wad are the chances of the latter?
Well the next thing the teacher did was to ask everyone to turn back.then a bunch of other people went up to apologise to HER.They were 'FORGIVEN'.
So yea in the end everyone turned back except for the 7~8 people who went up.

MY THOUGHTS:
-Exam scripts are supposed to be collected by the TEACHER.Especially if we are not supposed to take them home yet.BUT SHE ACTUALLY WENT OFF BEFORE COLLECTING THE SCRIPTS AND LEFT THEM TO B COLLECTED BY THE MONITORS.
-A teacher leaving before dismissal time,not 1.20pm(official release time) but 1.50pm(lesson-end time),What happens if a student gets into an accident who will be responsible??
-NEXT she said to ask the discipline master to come and collect the scripts from the students AS SHE WAS NOT ABLE TO COLLECT THEM. Then i ask is it not able OR Did not want?

From what I can see this is just a teacher not taking RESPONSIBILITY for what she is supposed to do.
Leaving the class early, asking students to collect the scripts while she LEAVES IN A FIT OF ANGER.Blaming the students when they make a mistake of not handing them in.Threatening to call the discipline master in when SHE IS OBVIOUSLY IN THE WRONG.
If a teacher cannot even demonstrate RESPONSIBILITY then WHY ON EARTH IS IT IN THE SCHOOL VALUES???
If a teacher DO NOT TEACH then WHY is she here?Our O's HCL paper is less than a month away but our teacher is JUST GREAT!!! SUPERB. AWESOME.WONDERFUL AND RESPONSIBLE!!!!!!!

P.S. I did not state the name of my school as well as the name of the teacher to prevent any accusations coming from the school or in this case anyone. I am in fact writing this to vent my frustrations I am not able to vent in school.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Hopelessness is fearful

Few things I've been think about..

What are.....
1.Friendship
2.Hope
3.Love
4.Hate
5.Lies
6.Law/Rules
7.Death..........for?
Here's the conclusion I've come to...
1.FRIENDSHIP is meant to be Hurtful
2.HOPE is meant to be Lost
3.LOVE is meant to be Heart-Breaking
4.HATE is meant to be Born
5.LIES are meant to be Told
6.RULES are meant to be Broken
7.DEATH is meant to Be
Life is meant to be FORSAKEN,These to me is the Cruel cruel Reality

Well this is not an EMO post just that with the exam results soon to be out...Frankly I cant really be optimistic about anything...till next time...